To sing in the suffering

by Susan Stilwell



                               

I love music. From Bach to Boston to bluegrass, I love how it evokes emotion and stirs the soul. I especially love the story-telling that distinguishes country music.

I’m a big fan of Jennifer Nettles, lead singer of the band SugarLand. I recently watched part of a program chronicling the August 2011 concert tragedy at the Indiana State Fair. Minutes before the band took the stage, a fierce storm ripped through the fairgrounds. Stage rigging twisted and collapsed into the crowd, killing five and injuring 40.

I’ve been to many such concerts. Never once did I fear for my life or expect my evening to take a disastrous turn.

But it can. And it does.

We all wrestle with why God allows such horrific events, and many of us have been touched by tragedy of some kind. I think it’s safe to say that all of us have asked God, “Why?”

We know God isn’t the author of chaos and suffering. He created mankind for His pleasure and fellowship, and placed him in a perfect setting.

St Martin Sunset

But life as God designed it changed the moment sin slithered into Creation.

God’s heart broke as He watched Eve fall for the serpent’s deception, and then share the forbidden fruit with Adam. I imagine His grief mounted as He called for them, watching them scramble and hide. When He stationed the angel outside the gates of Eden and watched His beloved children traverse the thorny fallen world, I think God ached.

I believe God’s heart still breaks when His children suffer. Sometimes He intervenes when catastrophes strike; sometimes He doesn’t.

It leaves us scratching our heads.

I’ve nearly scratched mine bald on occasion, wondering why

  • Mothers bury their children.
  • Students are gunned down in classrooms.
  • Families forage in city dumps.Guatemala City Dump

As much as we try to make sense of suffering, we’ll never understand it. And that’s a relief. It’s not our responsibility to reason, only to trust.

King David understood this well, and he learned how to respond when reasoning fails and trust feels labored. We sing. 

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What about you? What helps you sing in the suffering?

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Susan Stilwell is a wife to Steve, mom to Scott and Sarah. After that, she writes, teaches, blogs and speaks. If you want to see her get really excited, ask her about her travels to Israel! One of Susan’s favorite things to do is to chat over coffee. And don’t forget your smartphone and laptop — this former programmer is full of helpful hints! You can connect with Susan on her websiteTwitter, or Facebook.

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1 Deb March 19, 2014 at 11:06 am

When I don’t understand, I cry out and then surrender to the words, “I will trust.” There is peace in knowing I don’t have to understand. It’s not my job. My job is to trust and love. That’s it! And it gives me peace and the ability to sing even when I’m singing through tears. Psalms is such a great source for hope . . . thanks for these great verses.

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2 Susan Stilwell March 20, 2014 at 7:12 am

Thanks so much, Deb. Your comment reminded me of Job:
Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him.

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3 Beth March 20, 2014 at 9:14 am

I always love reading what is on your heart, Susan. A beautiful post. I love that verse from Psalm. Such comfort. Blessings to you.

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4 Susan Stilwell March 20, 2014 at 4:57 pm

You’re a sweetie, Beth. Thanks for taking time to read and comment!

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